I'm feeling out of sorts lately..Might be due to my sickness, or maybe due to the series of events that's been happening around me..And I guess that's inevitable. Hate the fact that it can't be really solved, and avoiding it can't make it work out too. Guess making it clear and obvious might do the trick, but one thing is that a part of my body hurts, possibly it's just because some things have to be let go off, in order to attain higher aspects of life. Life seriously sucks, and finding one's purpose in life is also seriously mind wrecking, and equally frustrating.

I hate it when people tell me to find my own purpose, when actually they're not even helping at all. I think that one just has to get enlightenment somehow, maybe when I finally fall down, either spiritually or physically, it doesn't matter. What i feel is to be my purpose is just for me to pass my time, making use of minutes and seconds to get over issues fumbling around in my head. Time is just an antidote, but also at the same time, a poison. A poison; because events happen when time passes, and some hurts. Avoiding is not the only solution, facing it face to face is, yet, fear is another thing. Fear of facing the facts, fear of facing the truth, fear of losing something, fear of getting hurt. Time helps to heal wounds, but just superficial ones, not those deep cuts.

Motto for life: Don't start anything without having a realization of the consequences of the ending.

END of out of sort-ness..

Monkey business yo!
1:08 AM

It was a fast day today, because the problem was too easy for us! AHAHAA!! Our group finished the worksheet in 30 minutes, and before the 1st breakout. xD Our conclusion for the last question in the worksheet is : "We finished this worksheet in 30 mins!! OH YEAH!" hahahaa..dumbass group..

Then started 3rd meeting at 2, ended class after clement's solo performance and last but not least, the last 6p for Computing..=( but anyways, we were released at 2.30. =X

After school was V5 outing, the first for dunno how many months liao.. Went to Marina Square first, then Suntec. Dinner at Pizza Hut, with it's fake Ba Kua pizza, named Prosperity Pizza or whatever, tasted like shit with the fake Ba Kua, cheat my feelings only..PUI.

Didn't have my ice cream buffet at Yuki Yaki though.. T.T

Went to shop at suntec, by the time we reached there, almost all the shops were closed, and didn't get anything.. =S went to Macs for a thirst quench, then headed home. then bed i guess..hahaha..

Noghts

Monkey business yo!
12:35 AM

F*** the FLU VIRUS! I hate being sick, especially first suffering from sneezy, then followed up by the usual package of illness, sore throat and fever...HAIS.

Woah today's science lesson was the hit! Skipped class at the 2nd meeting, and went to chill at the library with Joon. She watched her Heroes(outdated :P) while I searched for my wallpapers. Found a bunch of great looking ones, and the rest of time was spent playing my psp.

But anyways, it should be the last lesson of science with Shanti, and thank goodness I ain't going to see her again. Honestly, I can't stand her accent. Not that I'm being RACIST here, but it's just the truth. =X

Hmm went to W1/E1 canteen A.K.A "Hell" for lunch, had some noodles, and then headed to booklink to get moi panadol for cold. Went for the job career thingy, and got some pamphlets, then went back to the library to chill. Took the pills, and watched heroes with Joon..Till about 5+, then headed home.

On the bus, was taking a nap, cause I think the pills made me drowsy. Suddenly jerked in the bus, and I was surprised, so was Joon. I wasn't even sure it happened, so I asked Joon whether I jumped anot. LOL. She gave me the O.O look, and told me it did happen. >.< dunno what's wrong with me..

For the rest of the journey I was feeling weird, as if I was floating, and I couldn't even feel my arms and legs, had to fidget to ensure they were there. =X weird day anyway..

tired like shit now..gotta head to bed..Nights

Monkey business yo!
9:38 PM

Been running down with flu and constant wrecking headaches for the whole day, and a case of bloodshot eyes and also sore throat, and sore nose.

Ever heard of sore nose? I bet ya guys didn't. HEH normally it would be sore throat, however, I'm unfortunately suffering from both cases.

This is the description of sore nose from Dr Alvis..HEHE

Sore Nose: A symptom whereas the patient's nose will feel sore, and mainly due to constant and frequent friction from materials ranging from cloth to tissue. Pain depends on material applied, ranging most from sandpaper, least from silk. Appearance of nose would be red, and skin's condition would be nearing peeling. =X

Damn..I hate these weather changes, one moment hot and sunny, another, cold and rainy. Sadly, I'm one of those people who are sensitive to weather changes. YAWN.

Time to sleep, there's UT tml, and hope I won't be late again. =X

Monkey business yo!
9:36 PM

HAHA been doing house chores these two days, and I'm bored, since there is nothing to do at home. but anyways, I've been watching these Youtube videos recently, just about this great ventriloquist..

Hmm I recommend some videos, mainly about this character Walter. He is a grumpy old man, and his voice is awesome! AHAHA when the ventriloquist asked him how was his wife, he said :" She's getting old. Ventriloquist: Aww..women age like fine wine." Walter said:" She ages like milk". HAHAHAHA..damn hilarious sia...then there was this part when the ventriloquist asked him how long has he been married. Walter said :"46 years." Ventriloquist asked:"Aah, what was your happiest moment of your life?" Walter:"47 years ago." And there's this once when the ventriloquist asked him :" What's marriage to you?". Walter said :" It's like drinking a slurpee." Ventriloquist :" A Slurpee?!" Walter:" when you start drinking it, it would taste great, and you'd be thinking, "I'm glad I did this!", but after it gets to your head, you'll be "OW OWOWOWOWOWOWW!!!"..

Funniest one is when he tells the ventriloquist that making the vow at marriage; the one about "till death do us apart", and then he says, you'll then realize that you're actually setting a goal..LOL

LMAO..Dumb video, but worth watching, the ventriloquist was real great..!! HAHA!!

Btw, the ventriloquist name's Jeff Dunham, and some of his characters are Peanuts, Ackmed the Dead Terrorist, and also Walter the bugger..HEH

Anyway, BYES peeps!!

Monkey business yo!
10:50 PM

ok sian sian sian sian sian sian is nsian isnai sni asin aisn iansians iasn isnai nisn as nasnais nasisnai nsais nais nsi ansi ansi ansi sansiansi nis nasi nasi sn aisn sia nsi ansiasn iasn iasnasinasi ansi sn iani sian si na snai sian si nasi nsi sni ansi snia nsin...

hahahahahahhahah this is what happens when you type "sian" too many times..heh ok sian.

BYE

Monkey business yo!
11:18 PM

DISCLAIMER : This post will not be for anyone else from the public, and mainly because it is just made to let someone, (don't tell anyone it's Juan) read something from my blog. But it is not totally true, since there is still the internet window which consists of File, Edit, View, History, Bookmarks, Tools and Help. I made this disclaimer is just to prevent anyone who feels like suing me to court just because I made a public website for everyone to see, and do not update regularly, and also that I might have offended some SOB's from this statement, thus when I place this disclaimer on my website/blog, it will prevent these SOB's from saying anything bad about my blog. I think that this disclaimer is ABSOLUTELY lame and meaningless, however it is just so that I can create something that is visible and regarded as TEXT. I hope that this post will not be affected by any magnetic fields or electrical current overcharge, because it is supported by my laptop, and when these STRONG magnetic waves intersect my laptop's electromagnetic waves from my adaptor's wires, it would create a current running through my wires, and thus it would make my laptop short circuit. This disclaimer is also to prevent some BUGGERS who do not know of self-service, and some BUGGERS who do not know how to keep their KNNCCB mouth shut, and some BUGGERS who do not know how to control their emotions, and especially when they're scolding a kid who's about the same age of his own son.

OKKK no main point, yes I know and can see that too.But anyway, This disclaimer is purely fictional, and harmless. No animals were harmed in the process of writing and producing it. It is 100% original, main source is me. There is no copyright laws affecting it, and have not been legally approved by the council. heh.



here's "something" to read..!!


here's "something" to read..!!




SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING


Ok reason why I'm doing this is just because I'm BORED.

BYEE

Monkey business yo!
10:35 PM